Sunday, December 16, 2012

Sunday

Dear Diary,

happy sunday! today our church celebrated thanksgiving (i know its kinda late) and Christmas party. everyone enjoyed the party. we had food and games and we exchanged gifts.. (i got a perfume and an ID tag :]]) and the worship service was awesome too. i love that feeling when your heart is so empty yet God is still so faithful to fill up your empty cup despite of your shortcomings. its AMAZING GRACE indeed!

*speechless* O.O

this is really unusual.. but since i cant express my self in words now, ill just share a song lyrics.. pretty much what i wanted to say :)

Thank You for Your kindness
Thank You for Your mercy
Thank You for the cross
Thank You for the price You paid

Thank You for salvation
Thank You for unending grace
Thank You for Your hope
Thank You for this life You gave

Thank You for Your promise
Thank You for Your favour
Thank You for Your love
Everything You’ve done for me

There is no one like You
There is no one like You God
All my hope
Is in You
Jesus Jesus

To Your name
We give all the glory
To Your name
We give all the praise
You’re alive
Our God everlasting
Let Your face
Shine on us

thats it for now. toodles! 

God bless,
Reese ♥



Thursday, December 13, 2012

Entry #1 ♥ 'Daddy.'

Dear diary,

have you ever felt so lost in your life? where you seem so alone and broken.? i dont wanna be emotional or dramatic or what. but you know, sometimes in life, no matter how strong we are, we do BREAKDOWN and cry.

i remember facing that heart breaking situation when my dad had a mild stroke. i cant imagine life without him. i really thought that he was gonna die. mom rushed him to the hospital while i was left at home. i was alone in my room consuming all the things that just happened. so many thoughts bothered me like, 'what if Dad's dead?' whats gonna happen now?' i just laid in my bed crying.

after an hour, still clueless of what to do, i got tired of crying. so, i gave up. i fell on my knees and prayed. i ask God to help me. to comfort me. to be with me when i needed Him the most. i saw my bible beside my pillow, and i opened it. God lead me to read Psalms 46 verses 1 & 2  that says, 'God is our refuge and strength, an ever present help in trouble. therefore we are unafraid even if the earth gives way, even if the mountains stumble into the depths of the sea..'

after i read that verse, i cried even harder. that's when i felt how God embraced me right at that very moment. that no matter how lost and how broken we are, God will never leave us nor forsake us :)

til here, dear diary! ill share more stories soon ;)



XOXO,
Reese ♥