have you ever felt so lost in your life? where you seem so alone and broken.? i dont wanna be emotional or dramatic or what. but you know, sometimes in life, no matter how strong we are, we do BREAKDOWN and cry.
i remember facing that heart breaking situation when my dad had a mild stroke. i cant imagine life without him. i really thought that he was gonna die. mom rushed him to the hospital while i was left at home. i was alone in my room consuming all the things that just happened. so many thoughts bothered me like, 'what if Dad's dead?' whats gonna happen now?' i just laid in my bed crying.
after an hour, still clueless of what to do, i got tired of crying. so, i gave up. i fell on my knees and prayed. i ask God to help me. to comfort me. to be with me when i needed Him the most. i saw my bible beside my pillow, and i opened it. God lead me to read Psalms 46 verses 1 & 2 that says, 'God is our refuge and strength, an ever present help in trouble. therefore we are unafraid even if the earth gives way, even if the mountains stumble into the depths of the sea..'
after i read that verse, i cried even harder. that's when i felt how God embraced me right at that very moment. that no matter how lost and how broken we are, God will never leave us nor forsake us :)
til here, dear diary! ill share more stories soon ;)
XOXO,
Reese ♥
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